About the blogger
I’m Damiën, a 25 year old guy from the Netherlands. I live in a nice appartment with my partner, M. I’m a graduated Allround Desktop Publisher (DTP).
I’m the proud owner of a webstore. I’m fairly pierced and tattooed and very much interested in body modification. Obviously I’m also quite chaotic (hence the blogname), and love being silly from time to time.
In my free time I’m a badass Dovahkiin. I also have a ‘To-do-list’ that I want to finish.


Music, movies, photography, BJD and videogames are the things that I like alot. Besides these things I also have a passion for delicious food. I’m addicted to bubble tea, and I love gyouza. I also have a thing for teddybears and motorcycles. I have been in the lolita scene since july 2008, and wore gothic lolita mostly. I used to wear it on a daily base, until my coming-out. I have stopped wearing all these beautiful dresses, and am switching to the masculine side: Aristocrat. Every now and then I love to attend lolita meet-ups, and seeing my epic, sweet frilly friends again. I like being crafty, to take photo’s, to write and to draw.
I think it’s great being busy and creative.


I’m a FTM Transgender. My public coming-out can be read -here-  Just started on hormones. The diagnostic phase has been finished at the Vumc (VU University Medical Center) in Amsterdam. Still have to go there for check-ups with the doctor and psychologist. I will try and tell you all about my transition, and the things I am encountering while doing so.

I would love hearing from you! Whether you have questions, comments, or feedback, feel free to send me an e-mail at info@chaoticchaos.nl or contact me on any of the other social platforms mentioned here. Don’t be shy and say hi! (。◕‿◕。)


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